w32dasm 8.9

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ive downloaded w32dasm 8.9,but it is a demo,so could somebody please tell me where i can get w32dasm already with the upgraded patches in them please,and not the demo.
ive been reading so many documents on these things,i realize how hard cracking is,but i have to start somewhere,and my brain is ready to explode,so hopefully i can start to have a go at it,hope someone can help me out here please.